スパ　クマン！！ KUMA'S WORLD

Me is so hungry now ☆⌒(＞。≪) Quick, quick to refrigerator to cook something! (o´･ω･)_串 I was in hospital now, they took blood from my fingertip. Hikaru-chan came to my mind again *lol* Recently I had a blood draw too, that was fun indeed d(^^*) The thing is I have a fever for three weeks already, actually almost four and nothing helps against it. I quickly get tired and feel weak so I hope doctors will do something about it (●｀･(ｴ)･´●) I'm off to bed right now to play Saints Row 2 and watch Scorpion movies with Meiko Kaji （￣ー￣）

Sorry, love Japanese smileys ^^'

Okay, time for a meme I promised czarina_boomkat to do long ago!

+ First: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.

+ Second: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag whoever tagged you.

Have you ever lied to a teacher/boss to get out of a deadline?
Nope, not yet at least. Even being a procrastinator I try to do everything in time. So far it works.

What kind of magazines do you read?
None. I don't read newspapers and don't watch TV as well. Internet is the only source of information I use.

What's your current favorite song?
Culture Club - It's A Miracle Don't laugh at me, I'm into oldies these days :)

What's really creepy?
Having a diarrhea.

Who is your celebrity crush and why?

I'll give a cookie to anyone who will recognize this old bastard. He's talented lyricswriter, singer, witty ass and he used to look awesome some years ago. But to tell the truth dunno why I like him, he has a special charm around him I guess.
Okay, I'm an arse, here's another pic :)


What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Resident Evil. Again. Actually there are things in my life that I really love and I never forget about them. Obviously after beating long awaited RE5 I'm into it again.

What are you listening to right now?
To silence.

What are you most excited for?
Beside RE5 Alternative Edition? Uhm, I guess about saving money for iMac with couple of other useful gadgets. Tired to wait for them ;___;

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
YouTube, LiveJournal, DeviantArt, Hikki's blog translations. And Twitter, used to read some Twitter stuff.

What was the last thing you bought?
Errm, Resident Evil 5 :)

What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
My sleeping cat :)

Does the weather affect your mood?
Sometimes. Sunshine makes everything easier but I love grey sky as well.

What is your zodiac sign?
Aquarius

Do you want to learn another language?
Hell yes, I'm addicted to languages. Bit of English, bit of German, bit of French. It's been some time though since I practiced. Plan to learn Japanese in some future.

5 things you can't live without:
Music, videogames, books, internet and sushi. God, I'm awful :D

What's the meaning of life?
Perfecting own self. Not that I'm successful at that D:

What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I'd say that sometimes I hate people too much. But it's just my mood in the end :D

If you weren't doing this meme, what would you be doing instead?
Sleeping. Actually I need to wake up in 4 hours but I'm still online x_x

Say something to the person who tagged you:
Thaanks :D

Time to tag!
meymey_chan, jey_jey_chan, thelostguinea and all the others who have a wish.

Resident Evil stuff again.

I guess I was dreaming but only now I heard of RE5 PC edition. Which has ALTERNATIVE costumes. Chris looks like unshaved r'n'b star in Conan The Barbarian outfit (that's supposed to be sorta tribal Chris?) and Sheva wears... Ingrid Hunnigan office lady costume? Well, at least those glasses suit her well :D

Screenshots:

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And damn, Wentworth Miller stars as Chris Redfield in new RE movie. I hoped they could hire someone more suitable for this role. I'd vote for Christian Bale but since he's been playing lots of legendary heroes lately it would look boring. Besides he won't star in such shitty movie ~~ The only person I'm looking forward to see in new movie is Alice because I like Milla Jovovich ^^

Looking at the price of PS2 I almost bought it but then I browsed amount of games for it and got disappointed. Unfortunately there's nothing I could play considering the fact many games are discontinued. So now I'm thinking about PSP or at least Dual Shock 3. I need to save money and stop thinking about games too much lately but I can't x__x' I also want Wii to play Umbrella Chronicles and Darkside Chronicles and I guess I need to buy games first before they get discontinued. I actually beat RE5 twice, playing now as Sheva with infinite Smith&Wesson ammo. I've never felt so safe in my life :D This gun can do anyone, even Wesker. Collecting points now to get unlimited ammo for Smith&Wesson M500 which is even more powerful. In fact this game doesn't need so much weapons. During first walkthrough I used only normal gun, bit of shotgun, grenade launcher and sniper rifle. Right now I use only magnum revolver and sniper rifle :D Okay, will post about my RE5 experience later when I have time.

So it seems all Utada promo for the US has been canceled. I hope I'm deeply mistaken but since she's acting like nothing happened I'm pretty much sure. Sure she hates Def Jam and her contract to release English albums but she could respect her fans a bit more and at least warn us instead of hiding. Meh, I'm disappointed. I'd never expect from her to be such a lazy ass as everyone else :D And also her 'new' re-issued old single which came out last month hasn't arrived to me yet. Someone said it was a hoax, what's that suppose to mean? CDJapan charged my card , so where is my CD? D:

Resident Evil 5: progress report. 'kay, I'm in the middle of 4th Chapter now. Encountered defected Uroboros, mutated bat, easy giant and huge tentacle Irving! Wasn't as hard as I imagined. The most annoying enemies are chansaw majini, these guys never stop while bullets are running out thanks to Sheva. I was so happy when I finished one in the oil fields! Until the moment second jumped down from above D: So far so good, this game looks a lot better than monotonous RE4. Wish I could say something else but I'm out of thoughts. Saving them for a serious review.

Just got my Resident Evil 5 game for PS3, yay! Will start playing in a moment :) Bleh, I have a fever these days, wish I had more free time to return in healthy shape and play the game.

I should be ashamed: I'm a great fan of Alan Moore's 'V for Vendetta' graphic novel and only now I heard of 'Watchmen'. And only because of PS3 game called 'Watchmen: The End is Nigh'. I immediately watched the film but like 'V for Vendetta' movie doesn't reflect original source in its full beauty, I have a feeling 'Watchmen' movie is far from the graphic novel, even though I like both films.
I remember the days I was reading 'V for Vendetta'. I heard about it only because Wachowski brothers were making this film and I decided to find the graphic novel to know what it was all about. I never enjoyed comic books and even though graphic novel is a different thing, to my surprise it was beyond awesome. With one of the reasons being V not a superhero, he is an ordinary man with stronger body and crippled past. The idea of 'Watchmen' looks more American and yet Moore adds his own unique touch on that. People in masks defending city from the scum? But only if that was as funny as it sounded. I have mixed impressions from the movie, I'm searching for the novel to say something more concrete. What I can say is that Rorschach is one of my favorite characters now among V, Psycho Mantis, Hitman and The Exile from Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Crippled past, nice outfit, sociopath tendencies - just exactly what I like in people ;)


Rorschach by ~Ammotu on deviantART

Best cure from migraine? Heavy metal/rock :D I've noticed it some years ago. Somehow heavy music has a different, soothing effect on me o_O I love heavy music but sadly there aren't many bands producing good music. One of them is Killswitch Engage, I love them to bits. Sometimes they can be a bit too pop but well, who doesn't these days. Everybody need to sell their stuff ~~
One of their songs, The End of Heartache, was featured on Resident Evil: Apocalypse soundtrack.


But Rose of Sharyn is definitely their best song


And a bit of something 'fresh', a single from their previous album 'As Daylight Dies' called My Curse

For those who haven't seen yet - official Resident Evil 5 art works which contain images and scenes that weren't included in the game.
I wonder what to buy: Mirror's Edge, Resident Evil 5 or new Dual Shock 3. Right now I'm eager to get Mirror's Edge ^^'

On the cold days it already smells like autumn. Near the forests and nature places there's a great sadness and nostalgy in the air. Really, I was passing near the forest and I could almost feel it myself and that was beautiful unity with nature. A bit of wet asphalt, a bit of lake under the setting sun, a bit of forest after rain and a bit of music. Can I call it love? It's like Morrissey's "In the absense of human touch I have decided I'm throwing my arms around Paris". Nature is something I'm really missing. It makes me feel alive and energized when I'm there.

One of my good friends came to see me and I've never eaten so much (or so many?) sushi in my life! Everytime we got to see each other we went to a restaurant and eat, eat, eat. I've even got courage to try some other Japanese food and wasn't disappointed. But I have to admit eating sushi often isn't much fun because I get tired of the same food very quickly D:

And also my friend has convinced me to watch 'Party Monster' but I guess that's a story for another time 'cause I gotta go, bleh.

Tagged by wonderful czarina_boomkat 'cause I asked for it.

If you want it too just ask and I'll select 5 interests from your userinfo you need to answer about with pictures.

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I always thought Japan was Asian France in a matter of culture :) If I could choose only one thing I like about France I'd say it's French attitute toward everything they do. They have natural sense of beauty. But to be more concrete it's music, films, architecture and literature. Mylene Farmer, Emily Loizeau, Zazie, Jean-Pierre Jeunet, Laurent Boutonnat, Victor Hugo, Charles Baudelaire, Marquis de Sade and many other names I haven't yet uncovered. I love whole France, really!

I'm a great procrastinator, seriously. I've never even thought it was a psychological state. But my whole life is a big long procrastination and that causes a distress for me. I thought I was just lazy but I was mistaken - I gladly work when I have to. But every now and then I start doing senseless things just to avoid doing important ones. And it's not a lazyness, it's an anxiety. I'm scared to do important tasks because I'm scared to screw up. But with time it grows bigger and everyday routine also becomes desiredly avoidable. But the good thing I noticed when work gets harder I become more serious and responsible. Systemizing and structurizing daily life have positive affects. Now all I need to add to my schedule is songwriting. I forgot last time I tried to write something D:

Anyone familiar with migraine? I think I have it myself but my two friends who have it tell me different things: one friend says I have migraine and another says I probably don't. I read some info in the web and I think I actually do have it: strong pulsating pain in one part of the head. Sometimes it lasts for two days and medicines don't help. My skeptic friend says it's probably simple headache because when she has magraine she can't even read or walk but I can. I can't concentrate well and I can't enjoy music or play videogames when I have migraine but I can walk and read. I think migraine is very individual thing but I'm still confused what to think. I'd better see a doctor because pains are severe sometimes but I don't know when.

Yesterday I watched The Restless, a south Korean fantasy movie about demons, death, midheaven and love. I know this must be for a fan of such things but personally I enjoyed it. Not every person might like to hear explanations about reincarnation, place between death and heaven and stuff but since it's okay for me I had a good time watching this movie. And I absolutely love Asian way of understanding things, I think I'm Asian more than European *lol* (not physically but spiritually). I won't go further into details to avoid spoilers but I'll say that movie has nice Matrix-in-Asia fights, beautiful sets and lots of drama. Not everything looks reasonable for a European or an American but the reason I love Asian movies is you gotta be open-minded person to embrace them. So if you're not scared to watch 'naive' drama movies I definitely recommend this film. Here's the trailer by the way:

Sorry I'm slow with answering comments or posting entries. I don't have much time these days even for making icons. I'll see if I can plan my time more thoroughly for all my needs.

DJ Ozma is a drag queen xDD I love this video and hope they can release album soon - I'll definitely buy it instead of collecting singles.

Wow, I'm lucky, I finally have Meiko Kaji latest single 'Onna wo Yametai/Omoide Biyori'. Jesus, she still has that 'tender lullaby' voice after all these 30 years. I could listen to her voice forever. Unfortunately and obviously this single contains only two songs and their karaoke versions. Songs have slightly jazz mood mixed with Japanese and French themes. And in addition single contains note sheet with guitar chords, exactly what I need! Thank you, Kaji-sama! There's much nostalgy in this music but it's still different from known Meiko Kaji timeless songs. But I'm very happy I have this single. I hope she can make full album though.

And sucks, I lost Eifel tower model from my keyholder D: I have Ayumi Hamasaki keyholder and that's why I don't use it - these things are so easy to lose somewhere :/

The news about Michael Jackson's sudden death are quite shocking. My first stupid thought was like "Wasn't he prepairing for new tour?" He was and perhaps that's what has killed him. I used to like his old music, it's a pity it has ended this way.

Taken from czarina_boomkat:

List seven songs you are into right now, no matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

Euan Morton - Stranger in this World
Culture Club - Move Away
The Twin - Psychology of the Dreamer
Kalafina - oblivious
Mantus - Sterne
Culture Club - Sign Language
Who the Bitch - In the Can

After sad tragedy with Airbus A-330 panic has settled in internet news. They are crawling with messages planes or helicopters crushed or ditched here and there. I think media went insane and enjoys frightning people. I can't say planes are safe but I think people should maintain calmness. Press is just stupid. But I can't imagine how awful it is to die like passengers of that Airbus did. They should have experienced horror beyond imagination before death and it's an awful way to die. I was always scared of planes and ships because in air or on the sea humans were more vulnerable or should I say more exposed to harm. Though sometimes I wish I were a military pilot. I shouldn't have played Ace Combat too much when I was a kid :D Okay, I quit the jokes. I feel sad for Airbus passengers, I hope rescue teams will find out what happened as well as collect the rest of the bodies.